4 July 2016

Night Before Results Day 2016

Night before exams results meme
It's that one dreaded night of the whole year, you know which one I'm talking about, that night before results day. The one day in the year where my nerves are so high that I fail to think straight or even function in an orderly manner. It's the night before my results come out, and I am not at all afraid, shy or embarrassed to say that I'm absolutely BRICKING IT!!!

My first year at university has passed by in a flash. I can still remember my first day at university, as if it took place just yesterday. I can still picture myself catching the bus into the city center and then walking to DMU's campus as fast as my legs could carry me. I can still recall me telling myself that I shall go into university and become the best possible version of myself; you know what I mean hardworking and all. Promising to myself that I WILL NOT waste a singe day! 

Well in hindsight, I can say those plans... well... It's better left to your wildest dreams (Not too wild)..

Coming back to the present moment. I can feel my heart beating out of my ribs, my mind racing; thinking of all the various scenarios that I could be faced with come 11:30 am tomorrow. This time is tough. Wishing I had worked harder in the gone year and all the day's that I chose to procrastinate haunting my conscious. This is so much torture and for that matter I just wish results day did not exist, for any student.

Now that I come to think of it, results day is pretty weird. I mean think of it, for those other than ones affected life goes on pretty normally. However to me, for the moment being it seems as if my life depends on it. Almost as if it carries some sort of religious significance. Though, if it were a religious ceremony, it would be the worlds shortest ceremony; just simply log in, check your results and there, it's all over. Wham, Bam, thank you mam! 

Despite this, I'm still left somewhat perplexed at the thought of how results day, which will last a few seconds tomorrow, is affecting my whole night. Seriously though, more than anything it's the expectations that are mounting upon my shoulders; the expectation of me doing well from my parents, friends and most importantly myself. To be frank, I'm scared of disappointing myself more than anything or anyone!

As part of my closing words, I would like to say... I'm jealous of those of you who are sleeping well and peacefully tonight. But with that said, it is one of the most important days of the year as it will be a real indication of how much I've learnt and progressed this year. After all even some progression, regardless of how small it may seem, is classed as progression.

I shall keep you all updated!

P.s. I'm sorry if I made you a little emotional! (LOL JOKE)


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